Just a Crack (6)

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I simply look at the ice roll down the fanta that Efya has brought out from her fridge to serve to the serpents sitting right before me.

To my amazement they acted like everything would be ok between us all, in her words” after all its been 5 years 6 months”

Jacqueline looked like in the last 5 years all she did was smoke crack, while Djimon beat her and he looked like he swallowed a truck.

Torn out of my reverie by Jacqueline’s irritating laughter, I try to piece together whatever nonsense had been so funny.

“ you know Efya, you and your brother were the light of my life and I was devastated when you left me 3 years ago” she turns to me, “ Ajifa, my heart went out to you every day from the day you left us”

I look at her with such disgust. “so this same heart didn’t go out to me when your boyfriend was choke rapping me ehn? And explicitly performing his BDSM crap on me?”

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I’m alive- Deitrick Haddon

Ah ah [x7]
Hey hey hey I’m alive
Look in the mirror tell me (tell me what you see)
All the expressions of the (life that should’ntbe)
Are you in a place (you fell far from grace oooooh)
It’s not over til it’s over
I can relate cause I’ve been there before (I’ve been there before)
The battles not yours
So you don’t have to fight no more (no more)
Your still here so let go of your fears and say

I’m alive
Don’t just sit there get up and tell the world that
I’m alive
It belongs to you
So go and get your life back and say
Ah ah I’m alive [x2]
Use the next breath that you take to say
Hey hey hey I’m alive

I know you got a lot of questions
(questions on your mind)
Searching for the truth and
Will we ever find
What’s my purpose and help me understand (oooh)
I just really need to know
Once again I’ve been right where you are
(I been there where you are)
All you got to do is look deep inside your heart (in your heart)
Your heart is still beating so
As long as your still breathing sayi’m alive
Don’t just sit there get up and tell the world that
I’m alive
It belongs to you
So go and get your life back
Ah ah I’m alive [x2]
Use the next breath that you take to say
Hey hey hey just realize
That you have a job to do
How you live this life is totally up to you
You can sit back and watch your life just past you by
Make your dreams come true
Or you can just let them die
We all gotta go through things
But your gonna come out on the other side
So just proclaim thati’m alive
Don’t just sit there get up and tell the world
I’m alive
It belongs to you
So go and get your life back
Ah ah I’m alive [x2]
Use the next breath that you take to say
Hey

I’m alive [x2]
Ah ah I’m alive [x2]
Hey hey

 

Holding On-tye tribbett

I will keep holding on
I believe you are strong enough
To bring me out, of every storm
And I won’t loose faith
In you, you are strong enough
To do whatever it takes
Whatever it takes

And I’ll, I’ll keep holding on to you
And I won’t let go
I’ll keep holding
I’ll keep holding on to you
And I won’t let go

Sometimes my problems way me down
And yes my heart gets overwhelmed
But I will hold on
I will hold on
And when I can’t control my tears
And when one night seems like a year
I will hold on
I will hold on
And when it seems there is no end
To all the pain and suffering
I will hold on
I”ll still hold on

And I’ll, I’ll keep holding on to you
And I won’t let go
I’ll keep holding on
I’ll keep holding on to you
And I won’t let go
[repeat]
I won’t let go
I can’t let go
Where else would I go

 

Nobody – Tye Tribbett

Heart fixer. Heart fixer
He is a heart fixer
[repeat]

Mind regulator
He’s a mind regulator
[repeat]

Healer. Healer
He is my healer
[repeat]

Provider. Provider
(Yep!) He’s my provider

[music break]

Bread when I’m hungry
I’m never empty
[repeat]

Water when I’m thirsty
He satisfies me
[repeat]

Jesus. Jesus (whoa!)
Your name is Jesus
[repeat]

Savior, King and Lord you are everything
[repeat]

[Vamp:]
There is no one greater than you. [repeat]
There is no one greater than you. [repeat]

No one has more power than you. [repeat]
No one has more power than you. [repeat]

Nooo-body [repeat]
Nooo-body [repeat]
Nooo-body [repeat]
Nooo-body [repeat]

Nobody [repeat]

There is no one greater than you. [repeat]

No one deserves glory but you. [repeat]

There is no one higher than you. [repeat]

No one deserves worship but you. [repeat]

Nooo-body [repeat]
Nooo-body [repeat]
Nooo-body [repeat]
Nooo-body [repeat]

Nobody [repeat]

 

I need You – Vashawn Mitchell

There is no way I can make it without you
I can’t go on without the Lord on my side
Everyday and every way
I need You
You and only You
I need You
[Repeat]

[Leader:] You are my strength, Jesus
Strength like no other you are
[Leader:] And you are my source O God
Source of my life O God I
[Leader:] I put my trust in you
All my faith in you
I know you will come through

There is no way I can make it without you
I can’t go on without the Lord on my side
Everyday and every way
I need You
You and only You
I need You

[Leader:] You are my strength, Jesus yeah
Strength like no other you are
[Leader:] And you are my source O God
Source of my life O God I
[Leader:] I put my trust in you yeah yeah
All my faith in you
[Leader:] I know you will come through
I know you will come through

There is no way I can make it without you
I can’t go on without the Lord on my side
Everyday and every way
I need You
You and only You
I need You

Lord I need you
I come to thee
Everyday of my life I need you
[4x]

I need you
[2x]

 

God my God – Vashawn Mitchell

You are God
God my God

I know we tried to define you
Attempted to describe you
It’s hard to exemplify your word
Even I call you great
And there’s nobody greater
But sometimes I just should call upon your name
In your name there is safety and security
And whosoever calls on you can be saved
Oh God, your name has so much strength
Your name alone is strong

(For you are God) You are God
(There’s no one like you, you are God) You are God
(Your name is strong, I need you, you are) You are God
(The one and only God) God my God

Heaven and earth shall pass away
But your name will remain
And everyone will declare that you are God

(Yes heaven and earth)
Yes heaven and earth shall pass away
But your name will remain
And everyone will declare that you are God

For you are God (You are God)
Yes you are, yes you are
The one and only God (You are God)
You are God
(Your name alone has strength)
Your name alone
(Your name alone is strong)
You are a strong tower
(Your name alone has strength)
God my God (God my God)

Your name has power
Your name is strong
Just call his name, God my God

Your name is a strong tower
(Your name is a strong tower)
I run in and I am saved
(I run in and I am saved)
God my God
(God my God)
Your name alone is strong
(Your name alone is strong)

Your name is a strong tower
(Your name is a strong tower)
Yes Lord
I run in and I am saved
(I run in and I am saved)
God my God
(God my God)
God my God
(God my God)
Your name, it saves
(God my God)
Your name, it heals
(God my God)

God my God (God my God)
God my God (God my God)
I will call on your name (God my God)
I will call on your name (God my God)
Your name has power (God my God)
Your name is strong (God my God)
Cause you’re everything…

 

Be fruitful – Vashawn Mitchell

[Verse]
God has a plan with you in mind, for you to be fruitful and multiply
He knows you ending, before your beginning
Don’t be dismayed, its only delayed
Its not only your time, but your turn
Its not only your time, but your turn

[Background]
God has a plan with you in mind, for you to be fruitful and multiply
He knows you ending, before your beginning
Don’t be dismayed, its only delayed
Its not only your time, but your turn
Its not only your time, but your turn

God’s plan for you, shall come to pass
Just wait and see, you’ll be alright [2x]

Be fruitful, multiply
I speak blessings, on your life
[repeat as lady ad libs]

I speak blessings [repeat as lady ad libs]
On your life

[Lead]
Multiply, multiply, multiply, multiply, multiply
Be fruitful and multiply
Its not only your time, but your turn